is it right when you let yourself go, and succumb yourself into temptation.

have you ever tried so hard and then you feel that its for nothing? that no one is there to see what you have accomplished? and then you think, what is the point of trying anyway?

anyways, im broke. i'm way beyond broke. i have to tap into my babies and take out my savings.

i went to class today. even though i was late because i had to have breakfast with someone who tried to be a smart ass. i know i'm fat, you do not have to rub it in. and yes, to an empty classroom. pathetic isnt it?

i'm hungry now.

i dont know why, but i suddenly miss a couple of people. Amanda, Jared, Jasper. i haven't seen them in ages.

i dont feel like writing anything more.

you're superficial. and i think its a good reason why i'm keeping myself away from you. and i know that it is a good thing because i know. and i'm uncomfortable being around you, seeing the way that you've change. you're no longer the person i know. not anymore.